[he won't say it out loud, but it should be obvious -- it isn't a matter of whether or not he was worth less than Cain. to Abel, his own life would always mean nothing. the debt he owed for his sins was so great, even if he kept going on forever... he'd never be able to repay it. maybe the world would forgive him, one day, but...
he'd never forgive himself.
he averts his eyes from his twin's into his own lap, unable to look at that piercing gaze and know that his brother was so ignorant. would he feel the same way if he knew that Abel would be his murderer, one day...? what he had allowed happen to Lilith...? you've got it all wrong, Cain...]
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he'd never forgive himself.
he averts his eyes from his twin's into his own lap, unable to look at that piercing gaze and know that his brother was so ignorant. would he feel the same way if he knew that Abel would be his murderer, one day...? what he had allowed happen to Lilith...? you've got it all wrong, Cain...]